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| Thursday, February 01, 2007 (18:13:39) - This temporize world 1 | ||
| I am sitting here fixated by a though This temporize world My temporize shell Reality is a joke… All that really matter is each moment in time…. Do with it as we please….. Can each action taken really influence history…? The future of man kind that is………. Can a person so tiny have an impact on humanity…….. Tears befell my eyes as I realize this….. If everything is just a temporize graving Such as that of love What is the point…..of it in the first place…? Why must human be so flighty… Don’t we need stability…? A sense of direction Or maybe we are all just confusing lol………….. I wish love isn’t temporize……… But in reality love gets boring as time flows on...from what I heard from married couples And people find ways to keep each other entertain Either that or they split……..  Knowing the nature of human behavior…sadden me As to how we human are so unstable……and always seeking more Never satisfied…always hungry………. Gosh…I for one am simple don’t need that much to be happy…….. Wish love is a lasting union like the initial rush of it…. But reality is…. it is not…and that what makes me want to be single for ever LOL…is losing fate…… O.k am I confusing  or what  lol…. | ||
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| Thursday, December 21, 2006 (22:30:00) - A light through the fogs | ||
Hey am feeling more positive now......  Trying to enjoy the ride hheehe.... am broke... so I'll write heart warming poems as gifts to make everyone melts hehe...... if they are the compassionate kind.....hehe  Here is a more positive poem I currently wrote ENJOY  :Reflection of self My inner infliction The world spins round and round Dazed by emotion Hour after hours Day turns into years Surrounded by deception Living within my own mind Perplexed by perception Reality undefined Left then right Right then left One foot after another Step by step Reveals a new destination Stories and revelation Ticking, tick the hands of time Evolutions rolls on without any conclusions Deaths smile with rebirth Mutation, epidemics and deterioration continuous stagnation Self inflicted pain, the humans convalescence The world spins round and round Am dizzy from the ride Inner turmoil, my self inflicted pain Nauseated from within, I vomited out the confusions Reclaim ourselves, mend those broken spirits Release inner tension, feel the joy of self redemption Let go of all emotion, clear the mind of chaos Replenish fading spirit Refresh my journey Start anew mission view the world in innocent Smile like a child Awakening the plain reality, "life is in our mind" See it as you want Live it as we please Smile or to be in pain Its all up to us...... Self inflicted pain Nonsense and inefficient So cease the self pity Walk on in victory, battle on despite painful intervention  hahaYa with a smile like this Smile even if reality bites Smile even if millions of innocents die? Smile even if poverty exist? Smile even if I know am right and that the world is unfair? Let go of all emotion Throw away all the regrets Forget about the pain of yesterdays The losses and departure Forgive all betrayals Heart broken and abandonment Melt those pale expression Stay clear of dissolution Allow the heat to breath Let go of all sorrow A smile in the dark a walk through the dusty alley The shadow of innocents The light of reality reawaken me to a world of endless possibility.... Wonder where evolution will take us  heheman haha.....what a confusing poem I wrote  ......lol...... .. | ||
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| Wednesday, December 13, 2006 (18:10:17) - Confused | ||
| am feeling like this right now...... Need to get my life organized ASAP Work... save... save.... money for school... get it done and over with... find a job.... Cause am not getting any younger... and the future looks hazy Feeling depressed at times even I don't know whyis it me or is it the system holding me back or is it financial matter...aawwwww | ||
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